Relationships: Letting Go and Closure

So the past few days have been pretty tough for me. Well actually the past month is when everything really started to go downhill. My boyfriend started these "disappearing acts." But he always had a believable excuse. Well last week was different, he admitted to his lies and the truth finally came out. Or so I thought.

Well now I'm sitting here confused because he decided to "disappear" on Valentine's Day for a week. But we spoke that morning and everything seemed okay with us. Not to mention, he had really been sweet and attentive all last week. Next thing you know, he blocks me on Facebook and Instagram and poof he's gone.

Could this be his way of ending things? I'm going to assume so. Especially since I still have yet to hear from him. And I don't think I will.

Overall, I have mixed feelings about the whole incident. I wish he would've manned up and said he didn't want to be together anymore. But he gave me no reason to believe that. Especially since he would go out of his way to prove his innocence and trust. He swore there was no one else. I just want some closure but I don't think I will get that from him.

I'm naive to think that all people are good. Because at the end of the day, niggas really ain't shit.

Shoutout to the "Shake It Off: R&B Kiss Offs" station on Songza. Some songs have really been helping me let go and find closure.

Caught Out There - Kelis
Moving On - Mya
Enough Cryin' - Mary J. Blige
Unfoolish (remix) - Ashanti featuring Biggie
Best Thing I Never Had - Beyonce

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